Losing myself again, no time to pretend

Facing each day with something else to mend

Feel broken down and split apart,

But I still keep trusting this fool I call

My Heart?

I lose myself into stupid emotion

Could I wash it all away?

Or should I grin and bear it,

Like a normal, happy day?

You could leave me now,

But untie me first.

Please dont tear my heart out

And leave it in the dirt.

Not again.

Preached

Piss on my heart

When i'm not on fire

And I will return.

And Burn.

Your bullshit view or fucked-up

way isn't going to stop

me now or ever.

Don't preach to me.

Seems Like Forever

We speak of love

and tortured souls

And yet we part when we get

so close.

You need to go and follow

a dream

But it seems like

Forever

'Till I hear from you again.

3rd Wheel

Lead me on

(push me out)

So that's what this

Was all about.

I wont come with you

to be your third wheel

Wont stand and watch

(I don't know how to feel)

You will never know

(how much they mean to me)

And you could never care

I'll let you take them there.

Bed Of Nails

Throw me down on a

Bed of Nails

First I

BLEED

and then I pale

Lay disjointed and

Breaking Down

I'm sorry but

I wont be there for you

Now.

Out Of Reach

Burn these feelings

Inside Of Me

Scatter the ashes

Out Of Reach

It's where they belong

and often are

Out Of Reach

In what I could

Never Have

Poetic Destruction

A war on terror

just causes more

and what will you do

when they knock on your door?

Thrust a gun in your face

Claim you are Anti-State

Well I don't agree with

religious Genocide and

Hatred

SO KILL ME 

Untitled

Death has a dignity

And so do I

Tear through the bullshit

 and tear apart the sky

 In case of broken glass (dreams)

light a fire

Burn away the apathy and

follow into

Yourself.

Razorblade Kisses

        Stainless steel with a diamond edge

At times your only friend

But once put you to sleep

forever;

Freely available but more dangerous

than a gun

especially in the right (wrong) hands.

Mask the pain with a

blissful sting

Watch the scarlet flow down

your arm

For the Last Time.

Keep Dreaming

No

No Friends

No time

No Life

Not mine

No more

Hate

No love

Left

No face

(fate?)

No dreams

Death

Wish

 So wide eyed and hopeful

You look familiar to me

These memories are dry and faded

From a time when I deserved

To Be

Is this all a simple illusion?

Id like to hope that way

But what is Hope?

Just a path when there is no other way.

Revenge

Bury me softly

and never hear my

Cries

I died by my own hand

And severed al my ties

My name means nothing

At least not to me

I dont deserve this chance to be

Ive kept myself locked up

in my head.

But tonight Ill strike;

The River will run Red.

Sicker

The beauty of your flesh

And your widening eyes

Enthrals me.

The gentle sigh as you body folds

Under the Crush

of the heavy bat.

It is your turn to die

I have but One thing to say

No More Lies.

Too Late

The water fills my lungs

As I inhale for the

Last Time

My life flashes before my eyes

But I dont want to see

I cant look away

And through the

Hate

Pain

and Misery

I realise that it hasnt been

Too Bad

But now I know

its Too Late 

Breakdown

Clutching at straws

Grasping at the end of sanity

My silence is deafening

But No-One hears

Idiots surround me

All I can do is Hope

I cant stand this pressure

But Im not going to

Suffer

Not Going To Suffer